theatokos | (no subject)

In the face of hyperboydom (as opposed to hypo), no matter how gay, I want nothing more than to submerge myself in the company of queer women. It is not something I get to experience much these days, for surely the old guard lesbians around here are of a different breed (mostly) than younger queer women. Perhaps my issue is that I am reminded of this gap in my life and in my self-expression. Perhaps I am reminded of my own fear of being a sell-out. Perhaps I am just flat out jealous of the hyperboy space and reminded of the many many things that really felt right when I was partnered with a woman.