Yeah..... I know. Honestly, the time isn't right. Maybe it never will be. Trust me, I'm listening for it. I am also wary that this longing is becoming part of my identity - and I don't want that. It's possible that I may want to move there once my degree is done. But we may still move to Olympia - which would only be one plane flight from Juneau.

I was more just struck with the intense punch of longing that happened in that moment. That hasn't happened in a long time.