Too hot, too cold.... what's just right?

I feel a little confused these days. Perhaps I want a more relaxing, peaceful, uneventful time and I'm gunking up the wheel by auditions and work and bootcamp and dance classes and voice lessons and and and. I dreamt last night that I was moving into a house in Berkeley, a new home for a new school year. But the house was filthy and cluttered and the kitchen was the size of a closet. There was no dining room. The third girl in the house actually had taken over the dining room and the third bedroom and had created this lovely almost separate apt within the house. Me and the other roommate had to make do with one main room, filled with dead plants and old fish tanks and two(!) excersize bikes.

I think I want more simplicity, and yet I am so excited about the progress I'm making in voice lessons, about how all the extra activity is making me feel, about going to Wales.

Speaking of which, I leave in two weeks. Two weeks. I only just recently got some advice about where to stay while I'm there, since the town is too small to register in most travel guides and the University housing people haven't gotten back to me. Bastards.

And work is crazy busy. We're hiring a new programming director - I have 4 interviews in the next two days. And there is a board meeting today.

I don't like being bored and I don't like being busy. What's my middle ground?