This is real and really happening

Oh my goodness, so tired. The house is such a mess. The boxes are really starting to pile up. Ansel, the former nanny, is coming over for three hours to take Bennett while Adam and I out in a few hours of serious baby-free packing, sorting, tossing, discussing, etc etc. And then I'm going to go sit in a coffee shop and apply for the visas.

T minus 7 days.

But today has been amazing. Let the record reflect that.