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theatokosToday I am all over the emotional map. I had several really positive, balanced days in a row. Was it my cup of coffee this morning that has sent me on the roller coaster? Who knows. I thought eating a good lunch would help, but it has not. I even got choked up during a meeting at work, thinking about what a privilege it's been to serve this organization and blah blah blah.
Early this morning I had a doctor's appointment. I had blood drawn to check my thyroid and to check for pregnancy (ha!). I realized that if, by the freakish and most miniscule of chances, I am pregnant, I would not be sad in the slightest. It would be the stupidest of timing, but I would be quite pleased. Perhaps this says more about state of my mental health than anything else! In my perfect world I'd like to be settled in Wales and back to my pre-Bennett weight, but the last is really just vanity.
Early this morning I had a doctor's appointment. I had blood drawn to check my thyroid and to check for pregnancy (ha!). I realized that if, by the freakish and most miniscule of chances, I am pregnant, I would not be sad in the slightest. It would be the stupidest of timing, but I would be quite pleased. Perhaps this says more about state of my mental health than anything else! In my perfect world I'd like to be settled in Wales and back to my pre-Bennett weight, but the last is really just vanity.
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Date: 2009-04-23 11:22 pm (UTC)I've never been able to get the hang of April myself, what have your other Aprils been like? How do they compare to this one?
And if you are pregnant again, do you put an stock in safe times to fly? Is it 'safe' to fly in your second trimester? I can never remember during which one they advise you not to fly in...
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Date: 2009-04-23 11:25 pm (UTC)April. YES. Spring is often problematic for me. Especially here for some reason. Most everyone cheers up and I get sad. This is but a small piece of the "problem."
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