Aurora Goddess Sparkle

[theatokos]

I am swimming in the emotional mess of my own making. God I'm useless. I'm figuring out this emotional honesty and self-disclosure stuff. Wish I had learned this stuff this time last year. Or even 9 or 6 months ago. I guess it would be painful no matter when it was learned. I'm sure I'll write more on this on this later. Right now I've got to shower and warm up for rehearsal. I never feel like going and always enjoy it once I'm in the thick of it.

I am spinning and conjested and stuck and sorting. Spring cleaning on so many levels. Gotta get my house in order if I want to let friends in.

I'm distracted. I'm thinking about saftey. Emotional saftey. Perhaps I'll elaborate later. I've *got* to go get ready.