Ah thanks for this, Miss Bliss! In theory, I totally know that I'll be fine. I've travelled enough, I am organized enough, I'm smart and friendly enough to get around. But, I think this where my job has not been good for me: it's really exacerbating the planning part of me. I freak now over the smallest things.
Also, I've been stressed and planning a LOT this year. The wedding was one of those "plan, but not too much, and go with the flow because things change" kinds of experiences and holy jesus lord, that was not the best of experiences for me. Great wedding, beautiful day, but not fun in that look-back-and-smile reminiscing. I just don't want another trip to be like that, one that's supposed to be about me and fun and getting some vacation to turn out to be another stressful adventure.
And now I've talked myself back into anxiety.
But it will all work out, this I do know. And I will calm down, too.
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Date: 2007-09-13 05:14 pm (UTC)Also, I've been stressed and planning a LOT this year. The wedding was one of those "plan, but not too much, and go with the flow because things change" kinds of experiences and holy jesus lord, that was not the best of experiences for me. Great wedding, beautiful day, but not fun in that look-back-and-smile reminiscing. I just don't want another trip to be like that, one that's supposed to be about me and fun and getting some vacation to turn out to be another stressful adventure.
And now I've talked myself back into anxiety.
But it will all work out, this I do know. And I will calm down, too.