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Nov. 8th, 2007 09:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
theatokosToday is an entirely lost day. The over achiever and control freak in me is having a hard time. I don't have the energy for anything. Sometimes even watching tv takes too much attention! I am deeply uncomfortable with this dramatic change. I can't predict my tastes or desires or abilities. Going to the opera last night wiped me out. I'm not getting any studying done. I'm supposed to be a full time student and I've read two and a half chapters this week! ACK!
Of course, I'm completely catastrophizing and this will all pass. I will take it one day at a time. And breathe.
But, for real people. The highlight and achievement of my day was walking to Carl's Jr for a cheeseburger. I'm totally going to have a three headed child now. (Berkeley has infected me, thank god I live in Oakland) But, sweet lord, that was the most amazing meal to ever pass my lips. I haven't needed to eat since then.
This pregnancy thing is totally bizarre. But as my sister reminded me: better exhaustion than to be puking my guts out. Amen.
Of course, I'm completely catastrophizing and this will all pass. I will take it one day at a time. And breathe.
But, for real people. The highlight and achievement of my day was walking to Carl's Jr for a cheeseburger. I'm totally going to have a three headed child now. (Berkeley has infected me, thank god I live in Oakland) But, sweet lord, that was the most amazing meal to ever pass my lips. I haven't needed to eat since then.
This pregnancy thing is totally bizarre. But as my sister reminded me: better exhaustion than to be puking my guts out. Amen.