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[theatokos]

To celebrate spring, to celebrate the last days of my independence, I am going on a yoga retreat here over the weekend. I am SO excited. My yoga teacher is leading it, so I know I won't have to worry about anything.

I am also downright exhausted and underslept. I'm so tired of being uncomfortable and peeing all the damn time and I know it's only going to get worse before it gets better. I hung out with qibitum and her 9month old today. So cute, so snuggly. I am both excited to meet my little guy and overwhelmed with the thought/fear/realization that I may never be productive again. All of sudden a nanny sounds like a GREAT idea. I suppose this waffling is normal, especially as I start winding down the pregnancy.

I take it back! Do overs, right?? I don't need a baby. Sheesh, what was I thinking? Just kidding!

and also

Who is this little guy? What does he look like? Can't wait! So excited to have a family with Adam.


This vacillation is taxing.

Comments

[said-by-me.livejournal.com]

The waffling is normal! :) Heck, I am still waffling

[miss-malloreee.livejournal.com]

I feel the same way right now... must be another 'phase' of being pregnant.

[snowcalla.livejournal.com]

The yoga get away sounds great! I went through the same vacillation. The good news is soon you will be too tired and busy to to vacillatate. *grin*

[ewigweibliche.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it'll be great and new and all. But babies/infants/toddlers demand so much attention! I'm panicking about never finishing my degree, having to quit my job for lack of affordable day care.... not that I've done much looking, but I'm not prepared to have most of my paycheck go to day care.

Ack! Can't think about it! Stop, brain!